Archive for August, 2006

title: confession

Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006

i wanna hold ur hand,

i wanna touch ur heart,

would u be mine?

would we be fine? …

ur tears i wanna wipe,

ur pain i wanna hold,

ur smile i wanna see,

ur hand i wanna hold….

my heart is urs to hold ….

im reaching out for u,

waiting for u to hold my hand,

so pls stop runing ,

let me pass u this key,

the key of my heart….

even diamonds around me,

yet i still chase for the stars,

the stars which look down on me,

the stars which will never be mine..

seing u smile ,

is like having an angel by my side,

it hurts,in a way it heals….

ppl laughs and ppl wonder,

wat kind of fool am i to be,

let them laugh,let them wonder,

im jz a fool who deeply inlove….

i must accept,

life is not like i want it to be,

i wont have doubt,

tat God knows wats best for me…

even u are far in the sky, u r close to me.. …

if u feel down, look for me,

i promise ill be there for u ,

even if it takes a thousand mile,

bcause i luv u….

if ur sad ill cry for u,

if u hurt ill bleed for u ,

i will hold the pain for u .

let me luv u…

~rdh~

Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006

smile again..

shiny sky turns cloudy

it geting darker to see

lightning bring fears n enxiety

rain brings grief n tear. ….

the sky are falling

the ground is shaking

nobody to share ur pain nobody to hold ur pain

alone…

u fight alone

u cry alone

its jz…the hardest time in ur life

warm rain..

it will fall on u

it washes ur pain

it fight away ur fears

the wind wistles…

and everything is like a dream

a nightmare will never forgeten

now stare…

now stand…

stare at the sky

stand proudly

with stronger heart

with stronger will

walk ur path and never look back..

now smile…

the dark cloud passed by

and it brings u strenght

strenght u never thought

dark cloud may pass by again

but wory not

u grew stronger

jz bring it on

rain it may again…

u felt the rain

it will be jz fine

it will pass by …

life is a cycle anyway

so jz smile on the way

get even stronger

and smile at the stars

smile..

smile again

^^ ~r.d.h~

p/s: dunno if u all will understand wat i write or not. but i write this to remind me of those moment i walked through. it suk n i hate it.