Pieces Of Thoughts And Memories~

gentar pada kegagalan , jgn kamu impikan kejayaan

takut pada tangisan, jgn kamu impikan kebahagian

tiada rindu tanpa kehilangan,

tiada kemenangan tanpa kesusahan.

~rdh~

p/s : its been a long time i didnt write in malay so i hope let me write in malay tis time.if anybody need translation pls do say and it will be a pleasure to translate it for u ^^ selamat hari raya aidilfittri and hapy deevapali.May our unity stay for eternity. proud to be malaysian~

english translation:

dont dream of sucess if u tremble by failure,

just keep ur laughter if u scare to cry,

there’s no longing without parting

wisdom has no meaning without suffering

~r.d.h~

well its not exact translation but the message is the same ^^ i jz wish joyce will come here and help me out with the translation again.

title: where does the heart belonging

when u hand over ur heart to the world, it will betray u .
when u hand over ur heart to sumbody they will break it.
when u hold it by urself, u will turn lonely.
but if u keep in to ur faith, heaven will touches it with miracles~

~rdh~

p/s: i dedicate tis to a fren known as fallen angel.may the broken wings heal and take u to the sky again.

title: a life of innocent beast

everywhere i walk there will be foot step behind…trying to look back im afraid i might fall down.so i keep walking with a believe that someday the waves will wash it all away.
those steps i made through the path i walked full of tears and laughter bring confusion and depression. cuffed to both legs..too heavy that i cant even lift my leg making a walk come to a stop.
why do ppl stare at me with those eye.what are my sins…my silence does not mean arrogence, my scream doesnt intent to build a wall between the world and me.my tears doesnt need a pity.
the past frozen my heart into silence, the fights in silence make me scream for guides and xplainations.and these tears streaming frm the heart, longing for a place to belong to.they are not for u to see, its for me to keep my self in one piece.
if u c a beast,or a prince perhaps…dont judge them with ur eyes,perhaps judge them with ur heart.
p/s: a beast might have innocent eyes and a prince might have an evil side.who knows?nobody knows….no way to know? well i jz dont know.c into the mirors and ask the reflection ^^

~rdh~

how could i

how could i not love you

everytime i shout, you whisper in my heart

everytime i push u away, you hold me tight

whenever i lost, you will be my guide

whenever im in dark, u lend me your spark

you are a candle tat brings me light

hurting yourself to bright my sky

how could i

how could i not love you

you are my angel who fall

jz bcause to giv me a pair of wing to fly

i dont understand

you bleed for me

u hurt bcause of me

time pasing by ,

time heals every wound

people changing yet still air they need

heart breaks but still love it need

tell me heaven please

tell me how could i not love her..

rdh

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p/s:hm sumthing missing ill fix it soon ^^

i wanted to share tis video with al of my fren bcause it have alot of message.eventhough it doesnt have any lyrics it does speak to the heart .giv it a thought ~

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http://www.youtube.com/v/pzK7O4teBXg

" you wont be who you are if you keep hoping to be like somebody else" — rdh

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p/s : envy other ppl is okay.learning frm others how to fix our probs is  okay.having sumbody as our idol is okay.but never thought of being sumbody u are nt.dont fake urself jz bcause to get along with others bcause it bring more sufering rather than hapines. be proud of urself , be urself and one day ppl will learn to accept u as u are and where u found those frends who accpet u as who u are.treasure them bcause they apreciate u.