Pieces Of Thoughts And Memories~

Thinking abt what future hold for me…

trying to hide in the dark but stil the sense of smell is there to make me wondering.

The walk in this darkness bring enxiety.

For not knowing where and what’s ahead is such a curse ,but sumtimes its a gift to not knowing that the sky might fall on me 2morow.

So i can cling to this so called hopes.

It might be fake but fake or not only tomorow will answer.

What if the light i c comes from fire that burnt?

What if i gonna get burnt to ashes by the flames?

Will i be revived?

If i do resurected, will i be the same?

Can i walk by looking forwards and should i walk to the path where i c spark again?

Or will my own shadow haunts me and supress me and let darkness be my guide?

Keep thinking abt future reli make me shivers.

Ppl say dont thk too much and too far bcause it might u nowhere.

But not thinking ahead and not thinking too much will bring u to ur own suffering as well.

Will i be able to hold the future?

I have no idea.

but hopefully what ive been through can guide my decision and gives me strenght to hold those fire in my bare hands.

May i cries while smiling,May i hold the pain while laughing.

tonite is another end of yesterday and a begining of another tomorow.

its funny how life keep roling no wonder i keep dizzy with my own life haha.

~r d h~

   

"during the day there will be shadows everywhere, during the night there will be stars that shine somewhere"          ~r d h~                                                                         

                                                          

malay translation:

"dalam siang ada bayang dimana-mana,dalam gelap malam pasti bintang bersinar disana"       ~r d h~

p/s: i dont thk im gona explain about this unless sumbody disagree or request for explaination then i will eloborate okay ^^ sometime things are beutiful when it’s mysterious.

"belief has never been enough,complete it with effort and faith" 
                                                                                ~r d h~

p/s: correct my grammer and vocab if u find any pls.bcause my english is terrible.i reli apreciate ur correction okay ^^

"the only imposible thing is imposible itself"    ~r d h~

today’s quote abit long than normal =P :

title: stop insteed

" stop promising instead do it

stop complaining instead fix it

stop dreaming instead chase after it

stop giving excuses instead learn from it "

~r d h~

p/s: this supose to be a reminder for me ^^ probably for us