"a princess meant for a prince" and by this phrase the beast sacrifices his heart. inviting loneliness into his world of great solitude. the princess and the beast share deep passion for each other. yet the beast roar but the princess sings. ~ rdh ~
seriously… im not into hiphop stuff but this korean group blow me up with their "lies" and "last farewell" songs. realy cool.
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"i guess sometime when we try our hard to make things rite, we end up doing it upside down. what else i can do accept learning to accept everything….and make it as lessons ^^ - rdh -"
uve been enduring life as a man with honor. u took care the one u love with the warmth that comes from the heart. sacrifices u made beyond mathematics. ur smile shines the lost with rays of heaven. never had u put anger infront of love and care. ur touches bring smiles in tears, ur words ignite strenght withing the broken heart.
life had rain on u. for u, thunder is jz a helo .for u lightning is beuty during the storm. u are a sentimental guy who very wise enough to bring down any beast or angel at ur feet. i know i wasnt there to hold ur hand to say good bye. in heart, u know the best of me, and u know i wanna be there during that last moment. dont u worry abt the rest, i wish u have a blessing rest. everybody will miss u alot.ppl says tat parting brings longing, but i wont miss u bcause u have gone, but bcause u remains in my heart until my last breath. yes true that u r gone but we never part. rest calmly with all the prayers blessed upon u from gazilions of love.
i learn stgh recently which is, part of loving is to let go…life aint that long and and soon ill shall end as well.may u b blessed in the afterlife.rest in peace grandpa bcause u have done ur piece.
~ r d h ~
emptiness is swallowing me into the darkness of my own shadows…..fuck with those fake sparks which keep fading away and fucking me around!TIME, help me to get over these shit!damn year2007!ill remember this deep scar until my last breath.
keep on saying accept,accept,accept its a farking hard thing to do ! im squeezing not even my sweat, but even my blood into this bloody hell. what i was getting better and was looking for a great new start of year2008. i dont give a damn anybody goin to understand them.but those who i expect to be patience and being understanding while i was enduring this suffering, they look back on me and i end up walking in the rain alone with warm rain streaming down my face and WTH my heart aching and my soul flooded with fucking bloody tears ?
remember this 2007, the deep scar uve made , it shall remain in my deepest heart yet in the shallowest bloody rain i teared upon. i shall remember u,therefore remain there in my pool of blood.
time wont ever be healing this scar as ill cast it away from times. but silly to say, i once again waiting times to heal my soul. light or darkness 2008 shall bring, ill let my soul swallow them and evolve into my own rays and my reborn shadows.
once again….TIME has betray me.
once again….ill put my hopes in TIME
~ r d h ~
" Value Is Beyond Currencies" ~r d h~
" Looking For Perfection You Will Find Flaws, Accepting The Flaws You Will FInd Perfection" ~ r d h ~
p/s : here are some song suggestion to listen to. hope u guys like it and enjoy ^^
1) bic runga- get some sleep
2) semisonic & bic runga - good morning baby
3) bic runga - sway
4) hitomi takashi - aozora no namida
5) vanessa carlton - ordinary day
6) john mayer - lucky
7) MYMP - where it hurts
natalie imbruglia - torn
i guess a journey of a thousand miles does change sumbody ..
experience make who u are.
so dun blame the sufering and history
if not for those sufering and history..
u wont be this strong, u wont feel that a smile worth thousands of life span.
wel…
enjoy the suffering while u enduring it.
when the time comes u will laugh at it.
its a promise from this rusty brain.
~r d h ~
p/s: may this guide me during my lost
1stly aku nak bgtao aku ni bukan ulama so sebarang ape yg tertulis kat sini adalah sekadar penjelasan kepada seorang sahabat aku yg buat aku terasa bahawa dia secara tidak langsung mengatakan aku sesat dari segi agama.
topiknye adalah akal vs wahyu…..sebagai seorang islam aku secara peribadi merasakan kalau guna akal cuba utk menerangkan perkenaan wahyu itu bende yg terang ternyata dalam kitab, itu sumer diluar kemampuan akal.
tapi secara peribadi aku prefer wahyu+akal . aku penah buat assignment psal Islam and science. pertikaian akal melalui science sebenarnya akan membuktikan kebenaran wahyu dan kitab.banyak contoh dalam journal science.klu korang rajin baca la…tapi aku amik beberapa contoh.
1st: kejadian planet…dalam kitab terang cakap salah satu tertib kejadian planet, ia berbentuk bunga mawar.dan secara science astronomer merakamkan kejadian planet dah mmg sebijik macam bunga.
2st: mengenai kenyataan kitab bahawa 2 laut yg x bercantum; mmg science dah buktikan ade lapisan yg memisahkan.
3rd: mukjizat rasululah juga terbukti bila ahli saintis mengkaji garisan belahan dibulan
4th: banyak lagi kao bleh carik sendri.
pointnye….cuba la buka minda.klu kao ltak akal melepasi wahyu itu mmg menyesatkan.jgn sempitkan kepala otakkao yg dah sempit. cuba la berdiskusi dan dgr penjelasan dulu.jgn simply judge org.
kalau la seorang penagih dadah bagi nasihat kat kao, jgn la bodo2 reject.aku buleh gerenti penagih dahah tu ade pengalaman yg lbih dari kao dari aspek tertentu.dengar then guna akal kao pk mane baik simpan, mane x btol buang / tegur la. x payah nak belagak mulia atau pandai. sbb bagi aku org yg pandai dan mulia adalah org yg pandai mendengar dan menerima serta menghormati pandangan org lain. kalau salah tegur la cara elok2.
satu lagi aku bgtau prinsip aku satu lagi incase korang x tao.aku ni x kesah klu x berkawan ngan org yg berlagak pandai .x kesah la klu kao kaye ke hensome ke hape.
aku lagi suke simpan kawan yg miskin huduh dan hina tapi yg boleh menegur aku bila aku salah. dan bila aku kemukakan pendapat dia terima dan cuba process sbelum bgtao nasihat atau mengutuk. tgk2 la alam…ulat yg huduh bleh bertukar menari rama-rama yg cantik.bunga mekar di taman pun layu berguguran.
jgn ske2 kate agama org x btol semata2 dgn penglihatan yg kadang2 menipu. Allah bg akal utk berfikir so guna elok2.kao pilih la nk piki macam mane.
"regret nothing,bcause u have tried everything" ~ r d h~
p/s: its not easy to achieve this ^^ ..well its my goal though.
